When I turned 44 this year I took it upon myself to reflect on the regrets as well as many accomplishments I've had.


But it is the regrets that I fear the most!


I spent most of my life making sure I didn't make too much noise with my ideas and decisions.


I dimmed my light to make others feel comfortable.


I was told if I followed these rules, I would be happy.


Yet I felt trapped and alone. Trying hard to stay small. Often buried in darkness and anger, instead of light and love.


These past two years, I decided it was time for me to become friends with all my versions, the real superheroes in my story.


The SURVIVOR who will face her fears and continue to grow stronger

The QUEEN who takes control of her own pleasures in life.

The PLAYFUL GIRL who lives life with curiosity and wonder.

The hardworking, rule bending, determined BADASS BOSS BABE.

The MOTHER, DAUGHTER who wants to inspire the women in her life to be their own heroines.


As a BOUDOIR PHOTOGRAPHER this is my gift to you!


Put aside your critical voice for a moment.

Change the focus from your flaws to the unique and amazing parts that make the beautiful you.

Dream.

Celebrate.

Reconnect with yourself.

Walk away with a new image of YOU.


Perhaps a healed version from a painful past.


A kinder version of the present.


An inspirational one from the future.


🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃


In the spirit of one of my favorite holidays, I decided to PLAY in my studio, step out of my comfort zone, face my fears, CELEBRATE, and be a little wild and free.


I wanted to show that no matter what your age, your size, your status or title, your scars or imperfections, you are worth celebrating, encouraged to dream and welcome to be fearless and free at LIGHT ON LIFE STUDIO.


Keep it private or flaunt it.


YOUR LIFE, YOUR CHOICE!


And yes! Having a camera in your face while rocking your lingerie can be super scary.


But we have you covered every step of the way!


Experience, professionalism and confidentiality all the way.


Each image is carefully posed to hide any flaws (yes we all have them).


Expertly styled and lit to show your assets.


Perfectly retouched to remove anything you don't want to show (like my lousy 20 year old tattoos).


Printed at the most professional labs we trust.


This image is ME but only one version of many.


This part of me, choses to be wild, sensual and free.


Join me, and be what ever you want to be at Light on Life Studio.

















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Updated: Oct 30, 2021

Boudoir is not just for ladies !


Fact is - connecting with your sexy and sultry side is something, everyone should experience.


I've had the amazing experience recently with my boyfriend practicing his photography skills on me and in turn I convinced him to allow me to photograph him.


Being a Boudoir photographer, I wanted to show him how I see him.


This is the very first time I ever did a "Dudeoir" photo session and I have to say it was so much fun!


Not to mention now I can show off my sexy man.


He confessed that he never saw himself as someone sexy. And especially with the lockdown keeping him from the gym, he initially felt like he should wait until some other time.


Truth is there is no better time than the present to capture and connect with all that is beautiful about you..right now.. at this very moment.


I encourage you to drop all those impossible standards and just be.


Confidence and sensuality is a feeling not a perfect body.


Ladies and gents, make sure to comment and give this man some encouragement for having the courage to show off all the beauty I see in him.


♥️ u Phil!

















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Updated: Jun 17, 2021


Captured by associate photographer Phil Lett

Equipment used Nikon Z6 85mm 1.8G Lens

Settings: ISO 50 1/80 sec at F2.8

Lighting: Natural Sunset with off camera flash and softbox

Styled, Edited and Modeled by Anita Dizgun



CREATIVITY has been my LIFE LINE. I recently watched a Netflix special by BO BURNHAM I love how authentically he described why he started this project. " To distract myself from putting a bullet into my brain during these CRAZY TIMES" Truth is, like many people, I can honestly say "I can truly relate" Dealing with my separation in December of 2020. Restarting my life and reopening my photography business only to be forced, just as I was getting stated, to lockdown for almost a year. Watching the world change in an instant. Surviving when all I wanted to do is thrive. Some may say that my oversharing, in my writing and my self portraits, may be "too showy". Vanity project? But to be 100% transparent it is my survival and the only way I know how to MAKE A DIFFERENCE. To see BEAUTY where I can. My attempt to leave the WORLD a little brighter than I entered it. To bring SMILES or sometimes tears to those who can relate. To INSPIRE. To remind that we are NOT ALONE in the loss and pain we feel and the RESILIENCE we all possess. To CELEBRATE another day without completely falling apart. Another challenging day I overcame...somehow. Fact is, there is a lot of crazy and negative things happening around us. A lot of ugly and hate we can spend our energy and focus on. Or, we can choose to share our JOY, our WINS, our PASSION. Make a positive CHANGE any way we can. This is my LIGHT, and I hope you don't mind me sharing it with you. My story. My photography. My portraits. My LIGHT on LIFE ️ Make sure to watch BO BURNHAM - INSIDE on NETFLIX. Thank you Bo Burnham for your authenticity, for being raw and for leaving my world a little brighter. You made me laugh, cry and inspire me to stop hiding as well. Never have I felt so LOVED, so SEEN, so HEARD and so FREE to be ME. A BIG ♥️ to all CREATIVES !!! Comment below if you feel the LIGHT! SHOUT OUT below if you or someone you know needs a little inspiration or help getting out from behind the shadows. With LOVE and LIGHT Scroll below for the unedited image.




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